YVONNE'S

簡單一句話就可以完整陳述的請求

卻要來回用一堆沒頭沒尾口的問答

這  就是婚姻的產物

 

例

A: 等下有人要來幫我修腳  幫我把電燈多裝一個燈泡

VS

A: 家裡還有燈泡嗎?

B: 什麼燈泡?

A: 客廳的燈泡

B: 要客廳的燈泡幹麻?

A: 等下要修腳

 

funny? i found it pathetic.

第一次

連跑帶逃似的離開

逃離我認為已經壞掉了的生活

 

離愁與不捨 不少

空虛與慌恐 更多

 

總是為了逃避某件不喜歡的事而隨意決定下一步的方向

似乎從來沒有為了"想要"這個理由去做某些事

然後便為了所謂的面子責任感及社會現實面努力撐過一個又一個階段

 

這次我逃開了

接下來呢???

 

yes u r right

i was lost

althought at each moment i was pretty aware of what i was doing

and i didnt care whether it's right or wrong

 

unfortunately

i do care about what people think of me

cause my own confidence is based on other people's compliments and attention on me

that's why i need to stop and get out of the chaos i've put myself in

i made the decision

even though there's a big possibility that i'll regret one day in the future

just as everyone has been telling me

 

still i made this decision

which i think would be better for me now

cause as always...

"i" am the first and the most major concern when deciding which fork to take

this is the mistake i'll never gonna forget

i really feel sorry and regret...

cause one thing i can never stand is to make someone dislike me

 

maybe...self-control is what i need to learn

or maybe this is simply not a place i should be

that i should stay where someone would set disciplines for me

在台灣

離家出走的距離頂多從屏東到基隆了不起

在歐洲

不論想往東西南北只要上了火車就可以離家千萬哩

 

不小心睡過了站

眼睛張開就要面對另一個語言另一個文化

這樣隨時可以讓自己迷失在陌生地域的感覺

對生長在島國的我來說

真的非常誘人...

the thing i like about men in thier thirties is that they seem to start to know

how to show respect for women

and how to treat a woman right