suddenly realize that

this is one of the most precious things a person could have...

 

when waking up in the middle of night

you know for sure that one of your family is sleeping right next door

and you can reach any friend you want by just making a phone call

 

there are only two months left

that i can enjoy the life like this

 

it's really hard to imagine what it will be like to start a new life alone in a foreign country

and how long do i need to finally beat the loneliness i'm gonna face soon then...?